Faith of The Fallen

2006-12-28T20:13:00.000+08:00

And yet again 1 year had passed...And I am still lost in life...Just feel so down..Hanging out with friends playing DotA..Not been studying well and all..Really hope everything goes better and how my parents hope..I just study for them...Sigh..Life goes on till a better future comes..

2006-08-12T02:17:00.000+08:00

Just reached home hehe...Ate with friends the same boring food..Nasi Pataya..Will update my blog soon =p

2006-06-26T12:10:00.000+08:00

Exam is getting nearer...Just reborned my hair and wearing blue contact lenses for now..Looks good I guess..Learnt many things in life and one of them is to make your choice and never turn back..Do things you want to do and listen to yourself...If anybody want to add me in friendster or msn,my emai is shadowkilroy@yahoo.com.. Thats it for now..Faith of The Fallen..

2006-06-10T13:48:00.000+08:00

Went for a camp and time passed very fast and everything went well..Everybody is just concern about studying...Does anybody even care about how I feel? Even my parents are also the same...Maybe I am just not made for studying...Anyway just do what I can I guess...Won't be updating this blog much because I don't really have time and can't use the computer much too..Thanks so much my friends for not forgetting me..

~Faith of the Fallen~

2006-05-22T09:08:00.000+08:00

Its Monday morning...Woke up and found out that the house was empty except for my cousin and me...Went to my brother's church yesterday and had a good time hehe...Last Saturday when out with my friend called Sylvia and her siblings...Was very cool and had a lot of fun...Didn't talk much but it was still fun...Kinda thinking of playing SRO but dun have much time...Got so much of work to do -.- Well life is all about studies and then working...After that its family and stuff..Well at least I had good memories with loved ones..

2006-05-08T12:20:00.000+08:00

I am at home yet again hehe...This Thursday coming back to my HOME again...Home sweet home..But got lots of work to do and need to study again for my SPM...College exam coming soon too..Got lots of assignments to do too haha...Just wanna tell everyone that I miss them and chowz...

2006-04-29T15:23:00.000+08:00

Been doing a little bit of my assignments and started to study...Losing my way point of life...Nothing seems to be right and life is just so sad..I also don't know why...Well I spent the day sending my cousin's computer to repair and renewed his Norton Anti-Virus..Everything seems to be good for my cousins and everyone but nobody knows that I am actually dying inside...Went for a few games of DotA in USJ 1...Teamed with my cousin who was a noob and caused us to lose...Maybe I am a noob too..Nobody knows..Everything is all about studies...Sigh

2006-04-23T22:58:00.000+08:00

Just came back from having dinner with my school friends...Shared a lot with my school friends and it seemed that life is just so good when you are around good friends and everything....Still kinda lonely here and trying not to think about all the studying and everything...Taking 1 step at a time and I don't know which step will change my life and cost it..

2006-04-23T15:49:00.000+08:00

Just came back from IBM with whole group of friends...Kuang Sze,Kok Rong,Wai Chong,and Gian Yee hehe...We went to IBM and had some good food there...Also met up with Sian Jze and the banana...Was very funny...If I have more time next time will try to meet up with all the other friend...Ribena is cute haha

2006-04-21T18:43:00.000+08:00

Going back home soon to Gerik..Yeah my own house...At last...I hope that I can relax and remind myself of all the good memories there...

2006-04-14T17:39:00.000+08:00

My parents kept calling me on my cell phone...Asking me not too play too much game..Asking me to study study study again again again and again...Don't they know how I feel? Do they think I don't want to study? Nobody understand me...All they do is just command command and command..I know they had a hard life too and just wanted the best for me..But don't they know how hard is it here? Heck who cares just go and study you stupid young kid!! They said they care but they are just pushing me...Slowly pushing me to the line of death..Might as well die rather than living in this life...Everything is just going wrong...Who cares about my life...Only God alone does...

2006-04-14T12:53:00.000+08:00

At last class is over...Cannot wait for the last Chemistry class to be over so that I can go back to my aunty's house in Subang Jaya...Really want to go on msn so that I can meet up with my friends and chat with them again...I already have my own room in a new apartment and trying my best to get use to the life in there as everything is so gloomy...I think better concentrate on my studies now...

2006-04-12T09:38:00.000+08:00

Reached the college le...Took about 40 minutes to walk to hell again...Everything is the same...Always waiting for the lecturers and hoping that the class would end soon...But the strangest thing is that I like the lectures but not the place...Maybe because I get to learn a lot of new things and start to understand the things that I started to left behind....Just hope that I can make more friends...Sigh bad day

2006-04-11T17:36:00.000+08:00

Woke up around 12 pm today and played a few DotA games on Blueserver. I don't really know what to do with everything... Just waiting to get some references book from my college so that I can start reading and forget about all my worries..

2006-04-10T12:33:00.000+08:00

I was still sleeping when I woken up by a call from my parents....I called them back and my father talked to me seeming very happy to hear my voice...When my mother talked to me,she kept on advising me to do the same thing which was study hard...I must study and play too...My life is really gone already....Trying my best to stay alive and be happy but everything just seem to go all wrong...There is no place I can call home...Father I really love you so much and I am sorry for not realizing everything and every sacrificed you had done for me...May God bless you always

2006-04-10T02:41:00.000+08:00

Well come to think of it....I really miss home a lot and most of all my internet friends...I guess I found my real true life in them...Everytime I talk to them,I guess I start to forget all my worries and burden...Well life is just like that...You need to find your own world and do the things you really enjoy. Time passes so fast when you are having fun and it passes so slow when you are being tortured...Just want to let you guys know that I really miss you guys a lot... Why must life continue...

2006-04-09T22:57:00.000+08:00

Well I just started college and it is really bad...Everything is really wrong as I have to walk to my college every Wednesday until Friday..It takes about 30 - 40 minutes and the worst part of it is I don't have many friends...The whole college comprise of Indians and my two indians roommate really like to take advantage of everything...I really miss my home a lot and have been thinking of quiting my studies but life still goes on...Met a few friends which make me comfortable around them...Really had fun with them in Summit...Of course my cousin tagged along to just for fun....Well everything will just be memories soon...